Posted by James on January 10, 2002 at 06:54:06:
In Reply to: Re: i hate my life!!! please respond 2 this message as soon as u see it... posted by I'm a nobody on January 03, 2002 at 18:33:17:
: I'm homeschooled. I have been for 3 months now. I had to be home schooled. .......its a LONG story. I miss all my friends, I'm really lonley. I want to kill myself too. Theres alot of other things going on in my life that no one will ever understand. I like 2 different guys and I like them for different reasons. I wish I could choose, but I cant. I miss all my friends. All my family ever does is fight. All I want is my old life back. And my mom is gonna give my dog away. I LOVE my dog!!!!! And MY HALF 9 year old sister is A PAIN!!!!!! I WANT TO KILL MYSELF!!!!! when I told my mom that I was lonley, she said, "oh well, friends arnt imporntant". I felt like crying. I'm 13 years old!!!!! I live to have friends!!!!!! I'm tooooo lonley. I cant take it! all I have is my fighting family, and 1 or 2 friends. I hate my life. i hate myself. I hate everything about me. I want to cry forever and never stop. I cant explain my feelings. I might kill myself so I dont have to live this, sad, boring life. WHAT AM I SAYING!? I dont gotta life!
You know what I just wanted to say that life is really bad at times but trust me it does get better, I have felt like killing myself for about 6 months now. But you know what I know that my life will get better.....James
Post a Followup