Posted by nothing on March 24, 2002 at 20:59:26:
In Reply to: i hate my life!!! please respond 2 this message as soon as u see it... posted by Lorna on April 07, 2001 at 11:38:22:
i also hate my life. i have nothing to live for. i suffer from schizoid personality disorder. i did not grow up in a family. i was abused as a child. i have no emotional attchment to anyone, and no circle of friends. i am a nobody. i spend my days in solitude and despair. i can't get an erection, i don't find females or anyone attractive. i am a highschool dropout, now working menial labour. i find no activity pleasurable. there is nothing that i want. i do not want to live. life has nothing to offer me. i feel it is in violation of my most fundamental rights to have been brought into existance against my own will. i only cause suffering and grief to those around me, my existence is an abomination. i used to wake up every day depressed that i was still alive. i met a girl who found me worthwhile and attractive on a number of levels. i fell in love for the first time, then i unwittingly became emotionally dependant on her, she wasn't prepared for that. now i am alone. i have only made one other friend in the past five years, he now quite a distance and we rarely speak. someone tell me why i shouldn't take my life.