Posted by Glyn on September 28, 2001 at 14:22:50:
In Reply to: Re: am I expecting too much understanding? posted by Rachel on September 28, 2001 at 08:36:48:
My horrible secret?
Well, I told my girlfriend I was a virgin, which I wasn't. Actually, I may as well have been, seeing as how my first times and the few times that followed it were all horrible. And the girl I was with... well, I was ashamed, we didn't care for each other at all, and I didn't want to admit to being that stupid.
In any case, I eventually told her, and that wasn't so bad. By the end of our relationship she'd cheated on me so many times, my puny little lie didn't really mean anything.
But at the time, I felt really guilty about not telling her, I thought about it all the time.
Unfortunately, she didn't give me the same courtesy; and appears to not regret playing around with my emotions for four years...
Bleh, you can see that story up on the main forum, a post called "Four years of lies".
Heh, see? Not too interesting huh? =}