Posted by Victor on March 25, 2002 at 21:10:38:
In Reply to: CaN SomeonE PleasE KiLL ME? posted by BlacK RainboW on March 25, 2002 at 17:42:17:
i think you need to re-evaluate your life. look at me i'm soon to be 26 and i have suffered through depression since i was 10 or so. at 14 i decided to do the drug thing and it took me until i turned 20 to get sober. i am now stuck in a go nowhere job with no hope of bettering myself. i make everything as hard on myself as possible that way i can not enjoy myself. but not enjoying myself is a good thing. this is because when i feel or see happiness i fell an extreme amount of pain. i can't explain it any better then that because i don't understand it any better then that. so you must choose. do you want to be a waste case until you die? do you want to be a coward and die now? or do you want to take the only other choice you have, live and make all of these bastards pay for the suffering that they cause with thier arrogant ways? you and only you must decide!!!